I remember when i was in high school and counting down the days till i would be "18" because that would mean that i was a grown up. Yea, right! Then when 18 came i began that countdown to '21' because that was when i would be legal for everything!
Now at 22, I am an adult and even though it's been fun, all the responsibilities are a downer. For example: cleaning out the lint trap in the dryer! Now who wants to do that?! :D
At this point in my life i am at a crossroads, or so it seems. I'm happily married, a college graduate.... NOW WHAT? I find myself questioning what i should be doing next, I have a desire to be helping people. To do something of importance and significance. Only in doing something like that will i feel fulfillment.
Don't get me wrong, I love my life and i am thankful for it... theres just something tugging at my heart and I'm definitely searching for what that could be.
I guess I'm sharing this with all of you, whomever may be reading this, because I need prayer. I'm usually not too open about this kind of thing but, I know that God is working on our hearts (Adam and Mine) for a big change so I'm reaching out to our families to keep us in your prayers. We are seeking His guidance, assurance, and strength in whatever may happen next.
With Love,
JC
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Hopefully some of the discomfort is terminal; we are not at home here completely and are invited to continuously strive to be more like Him.
ReplyDeleteAt the same time, we hope you will find something in the place God has put you in to fulfill you and bless others. It doesn't have to be big; most of us, when we think of some of the things that have been most significant in our lives, think of "small" things that have mattered greatly.
Love you and see you soon!